I wish that I could mute my mind

I over think, then over think about over thinking.

I am truly stuck for the time being

With nowhere to run or hide from my own mind.

No amount of moonlight or barking dogs or shooting stars can encase the insatiable hunger of a 3 in the morning dreamer. Standing barefoot on this cold floor numb from the night's death your words don't sound of final farewell or timid goodbyes but of tender acceptance!

It’s been three straight nights

I have forgotten the dreams and the calm of a night.

I need some medicine

May be a pill to take

I have lost the count of hours

And m still awake.

Do you fear the sleepless nights

Me : You have no idea how long the dark lasts, when you cannot close your eyes.

M running but not reaching anywhere

M exhausting myself of being exhausted

Sleep has become my only solace

 Yet insomnia has robbed me even of that.

I m so fucking sick of being awake

If I have to feel this numbness forever,  I’d rather feel nothing at  all

Come here, make love to me or let’s fight

Bring me back to life, for I cannot spend another sleepless night.

I shift, twist and turn

I knew something was not right

I am not falling, rather jumping into that trap again.

Give me peace, give me joy

Some sanity, some hope

And give me some love

Give me truth

Give me a dream and let me sleep.

As the sunshine rises, I realized that all corners of this barren room are stained by your presence,

All the walls are painted with your memories as your laughter echo inside my mind

and here I spent another night, with my mind full of thoughts in push and pull.